“Space, Man” – Penfriend

“Space, Man” – Penfriend

Letterbox Music News Releases Singles Space, Man


šŸŽø Get this song PLUS two more immediately when you order your copy of my new album ā€œHouse Of Storiesā€, out 25th April 2025.

The album is available on super limited edition vinyl colours, signed CD and KiT hybrid digital format, with tees, hoodies and hardback books to accompany the music
https://shop.penfriend.rocks/collections/penfriend-house-of-stories



It could have been so great. They could have been heroes. But no. The internet made us disconnected, but theyā€™re on another planet.

Maybe it was always like this, only now we can tune in at any time of day and hear the details. We watch, open-mouthed, as they get away with it. Criminal activity, noxious views, obscene gestures ā€“ anything goes when you have all the money in the world and a platform to spew from.

Living in a permanent state of cognitive dissonance is exhausting. Let’s disobey, let off steam, take care of each other and never, ever, give up.

VIDEO CREDITS
Directed and shot by Laura Kidd at The Createry, Nottingham, edited in The Launchpad. Additional filming and alien wrangling by Tim Bailey.

SONG CREDITS
Written, produced, performed, and recorded by Laura Kidd in The Launchpad, Nottingham.
Drums by Max Saidi.
Mixed by Chris Sheldon. Mastered by Katie Tavini.

HUGEST THANKS to The Correspondent’s Club. I can’t do this without you xxx


LYRICS

Spaceman
Floating in your tin can
Furious at everyone
Will you go straight for the gun?
Coulda woulda shoulda done
Still you go
Straight for the gun

Are we ecstatic or just numb?
Pushing through the bodies as we run
Boil the water slowly so we forget to scream
Pick out the wrong side
So we can just fight

Spacequeen
Louder than you should have been
Blowing it to smithereens
Still you go
Straight for the gun
ā€œUnbelievable scenesā€
Cos you go
Straight for the gun

Are we ecstatic or just numb?
Pushing through the bodies as we run
Boil the water slowly so we forget to scream
Pick out the wrong side
So we can just fight

Itā€™s too late
Let your lies drag you under
Tell me what you want now
Can you tell me?
Tell me what you want now
Youā€™ve got nothing to say anyway
Tell me what you want now
Itā€™s all so strange, strange, strange
Tell me what you want now
Youā€™ve got nothing to say
Nothing to say
Nothing to say

Spaceman
Could have been the biggest bang
But you go
Straight for the gun
Are we ecstatic or just numb?
Pushing through the bodies as we run
Boil the water slowly so we forget to scream

Pick out the wrong side
So we can just fight
Pick out the wrong side
So we can just fight
Pick out the wrong side
So we can just fight

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ā¤ļøĀ Join The Correspondent’s ClubĀ on PatreonĀ to receive quarterly bundles of art and members-only music plus extra perks + immediate access to my entire digital archive (digital and analogue memberships available)

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šŸŽØ If you make things too – or want to know more about the creative process –Ā I’m sharing thoughtful weekly essays here on my experiments in art, music and life on Substack (and I won’t be at all offended if you prefer to read my stuff there rather than on this absolutely gorgeous website).

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See you soon xo



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“Emotional Tourist” – Penfriend

“Emotional Tourist” – Penfriend

Emotional Tourist Letterbox Music News Releases Singles


šŸŽø Get this song PLUS the stormy title track immediately when you order your copy of my new album ā€œHouse Of Storiesā€, out 25th April 2025.

The album is available on super limited edition vinyl colours, signed CD and KiT hybrid digital format, with tees, hoodies and hardback books to accompany the music
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Songs can mend moments. Art stretches time, giving me a chance to walk back into the room and say what I wouldacouldashoulda. Giving me the power to walk out.

ā€œEmotional Touristā€ is a fiery anthem* for anyone whoā€™s suffered at the hands of bullies, creeps and narcissists. Fielding comments – or worse – on your appearance, your weight, your life choices. Painted into a corner by politeness, with an inability to believe someone could truly be that awful – and be doing it on purpose, too.

Just me? Sadly not.

11 years ago, faced with my soon-to-be-exā€™s final attempts to extinguish my creativity I did manage to get out, but there was no blaze of glory. Real life is usually quieter than that.

I know I’m one of the lucky ones.

ā€œEmotional Touristā€ is a chance for me to rewrite my story in that blaze of glory – 3 minutes 40 seconds of foot-stomping, fist-wielding synth rock.

Because when events from the past refuse to stay there, the only thing to do as a songwriter is stab them in the eye with the blade of truth.

ā€œYou reap what you sow.ā€

* PS: my rule on such bragging is: if someone else (who isn’t a friend and doesn’t live with me) calls the song an anthem, I can call the song an anthem

VIDEO CREDITS
Directed, shot and edited by Laura Kidd.

Additional filming and warmest encouragement from Tim Bailey, my actual hero (can you spot his lovely face near the end of the video?)

Paper house crafted by LK, with a cameo from the Christmas tree fairy Sarah-Jane Osborne made for me a few years ago, when I went by the name She Makes War. Thank you, S-J!

PS I’m playing my beloved Reverend Double Agent OG in this video.

SONG CREDITS
Written, produced, performed, and recorded by Laura Kidd in The Launchpad, Nottingham.
Drums by Max Saidi.
Mixed by Chris Sheldon. Mastered by Katie Tavini.

HUGEST THANKS to The Correspondent’s Club. I can’t do this without you xxx


LYRICS

You think Iā€™m an emotional tourist
But you donā€™t know how deep I go
Holding tight, but Iā€™m lost in this forest
And thereā€™s no sign of my hero
So I guess Iā€™ll just sleep in the snow

Itā€™s like this –
The lure of a late night kiss
A situation that shouldnā€™t exist
Now Iā€™m trapped in a house in the humdrum
With a cut-price narcissist
– Now Iā€™m trapped in a house with a poisoned mind

He tells me to give up my dream
The thing Iā€™ve wanted since I was 13
Or Iā€™m not on his team
Now thereā€™s smoke in the house
And I didnā€™t even think to scream

You reap what you sow, motherfucker / lazy lover 
Go
Go, go

You think Iā€™m an emotional tourist
But you donā€™t know how deep I go
Holding tight, but Iā€™m lost in this forest
And thereā€™s no sign of my hero
So I guess Iā€™ll just sleep in the snow

Iā€™m not finished

Thatā€™s two years Iā€™ll never get back
Iā€™m sick of hearing
Iā€™m too fat
Iā€™m too boring
Iā€™m too this
Iā€™m too that

He said I couldnā€™t make him feel
That I shouldnā€™t write about whatā€™s real
Then he lit that match
Oh well – whatā€™s a girl to do?

You reap what you sow, motherfucker / lazy lover 
Go, go
I hope you know
You reap what you sow
So go

I hope you choke

You think Iā€™m an emotional tourist
But you donā€™t know how deep I go
Holding tight, but Iā€™m lost in this forest
And thereā€™s no sign of my hero
So I guess Iā€™ll just sleep in the snow
I guess Iā€™ll just sleep in the snow

You think Iā€™m an emotional tourist
But you donā€™t know how deep I go
Holding tight, but Iā€™m lost in this forest
And thereā€™s no sign of my hero
So I guess Iā€™ll just sleep
And you can just weep in the snow

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šŸ  My new Penfriend album “House Of Stories”Ā is available to order NOWĀ on super limited vinyl, CDs and KiT hybrid digital albums, with accompanying tees, hoodies and books. Get two songs in your inbox immediately, with another every month til the release date in April (before anyone else).

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šŸŽø Listen to my first Penfriend album “Exotic Monsters” and browse my back catalogue here.

šŸŽØ If you make things too – or want to know more about the creative process –Ā I’m sharing thoughtful weekly essays here on my experiments in art, music and life on Substack (and I won’t be at all offended if you prefer to read my stuff there rather than on this absolutely gorgeous website).

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It’s “Our Last Christmas” (a fictional prequel to the Wham! classic)

It’s “Our Last Christmas” (a fictional prequel to the Wham! classic)

Letterbox Music News Releases Singles


šŸŽ Get your FREE copy of “Our Last Christmas” by Penfriend here or search for it wherever you listen to music online.



40 years after ā€œLast Christmasā€ changed the festive singalong forever, ā€œOur Last Christmasā€ is here to shed light and nuance on an innocent love story gone sour.

The fictional prequel to the biggest Christmas banger of all time, a festive tale of love, understanding and the particular resignation that, when you break a songwriterā€™s heart, theyā€™re probably going to write about it.

We all get carried away sometimes, taking steps down a road that steals us further away from our true selves. That awkward, sinking feeling when we realise weā€™ve made a mistake, led someone on with the best intentions. The conversation where we try to explain.

Like milk left out on a hot day, love can turn so quickly to something else, and – if youā€™re (un)lucky enough to be dating a songwriter – you brace yourself for the inevitable lyrical backlash.

Empathy is always an option, and my fictional retelling has it in spades, as our protagonist sends her spurned lover off with openhearted wisdom as she steps into her own changed future.

Itā€™s easier to make a cartoon of someone who hurt you than to see their side of the story – and thereā€™s always another side to the story.

ā€œOur Last Christmasā€ is proof that we canā€™t always get what we want, but if we try sometimes we just might get what we need.

There’s always another side to the story.

Happy holidays! xxx

VIDEO CREDITS
Directed, shot and edited by Laura Kidd.

SONG CREDITS
Produced, performed, recorded and mixed by Laura Kidd in The Launchpad, Nottingham.

With HUGE thanks and maximum respect to George Michael for 40 years of musical inspiration.

I’ve never understood the “Whamageddon” thing, I love hearing “Last Christmas” and will happily spend every December in “Whamhalla” – see you there?


LYRICS

It’s our last Christmas
Our last Christmas

My friends think you are trouble
But I like your leather coat
The bad boy in the kitchen
With the world in every note

It’s our last Christmas
Our last Christmas

But I don’t want you to go
Not like this
So give me one more kiss

You made a fuss of cooking
But something won’t compute
You seem to like my brother
And I think your sister’s cute

It’s our last Christmas
Our last Christmas

But I don’t want you to go
Not like this
So give me one more kiss

It’s honestly fine
We’ll be just friends
And I’ll tell my family

Promise me this
Come over and give me one last kiss
And promise you’ll write a global hit
Come over and give me one last Christmas kiss
x

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šŸŽØ If you make things too – or want to know more about the creative process –Ā I’m sharing thoughtful weekly essays here on my experiments in art, music and life on Substack (and I won’t be at all offended if you prefer to read my stuff there rather than on this absolutely gorgeous website).

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Stars and spangles: “Elephant”: the video

Stars and spangles: “Elephant”: the video

Creativity Letterbox Releases Singles


“Elephant” by Obey Robots features on our album “One In A Thousand”, out 24th February 2023 and available here.


Someone said the thumbnail of this video makes me look like I’m in an episode of Doctor Who, and I am here for that.


VIDEO CREDITS
Directed, shot and edited by Laura Kidd.
Filmed in the corner of Rat’s messy attic in the Midlands and in the middle of Laura’s messy home studio in Bristol. Luna tried to get on camera, but it wasn’t the right time. Can you spot her in this one though?

SONG CREDITS
Produced by Laura Kidd in The Launchpad, Bristol.
Mixed by Chris Sheldon at Red Cedar, London, mastered by Katie Tavini at Weird Jungle, Brighton.
All music by Laura Kidd and Rat. Guitars by Rat.
All lyrics, arrangements, vocals, bass and synths by Laura.
Drums by Max Saidi.

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ā¤ļøĀ Join The Correspondent’s ClubĀ on PatreonĀ to receive quarterly bundles of art and members-only music plus extra perks + immediate access to my entire digital archive (digital and analogue memberships available)

šŸŽø Listen to my first Penfriend album “Exotic Monsters” and browse my back catalogue here.

šŸŽØ If you make things too – or want to know more about the creative process –Ā I’m sharing thoughtful weekly essays here on my experiments in art, music and life on Substack (and I won’t be at all offended if you prefer to read my stuff there rather than on this absolutely gorgeous website).

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See you soon xo



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“Elephant” – Obey Robots

“Elephant” – Obey Robots

Creativity Letterbox Music News Releases Singles

Taut and propulsive, ā€œElephantā€ marries the pop nouse of XTC with the stop-start dynamics of 00’s post-hardcore mainstays Hundred Reasons before opening up into the kind of shimmering chorus that would have shot Obey Robots to MTV stardom had it been the 90’s.



āœ… Pre-order the Obey Robots album “One In A Thousand” now and receive this track PLUS four more immediately.

āœ…
Shop limited edition vinyl, signed CDs, cassettes, tees, hoodies, lyric books and guitar pick tins.


SONG CREDITS
Produced by Laura Kidd.
Mixed by Chris Sheldon. Mastered by Katie Tavini.

All music by Laura Kidd and Rat, all lyrics and arrangements by Laura Kidd. All vocals and bass by Laura, all guitars by Rat. Drums by Max Saidi.

Ratā€™s guitars recorded by Dan Austin. All other instruments recorded by Laura in The Launchpad, Bristol.

Single artwork by Laura Kidd, robot illustration by Alex Tillbrook.


LYRICS

Newspaper shouts that weā€™ve had enough
The radio says weā€™re all out of love
Donā€™t let them take what you worked hard for
Slaving away for your family
Thereā€™s nothing left for the strangers who bleed
Hold tight to the things that you value

Thank your lucky stars
Look to the future
Thereā€™s freedom in guitars

We try to get it right
Fight the forces on the other side
Just a little longer
Unbandaging our eyes
Count the seconds as they crystallise
Itā€™s just a little further

The government says weā€™re overrun
They get a break while you soldier on
Cos you donā€™t have the life that you deserve
Youā€™re working hard for your family
Thereā€™s nothing else, you believe what you read
This wasnā€™t given to you on a plate

Donā€™t politicise
Stick to the music
Dance for a little while
Always scraping the barrel
Parroting lines
Iā€™ve never felt so angry

We try to get it right
Fight the forces on the other side
Just a little longer
Unbandaging our eyes
Count the seconds as they crystallise
Itā€™s just a little further

Weā€™re wasting time
Donā€™t want to feel so bad
Weā€™re wasting time
And it was all we had

We try to get it right
Fight the forces on the other side
Just a little longer
Unbandaging our eyes
Count the seconds as they crystallise
Itā€™s just a little further

We try to get it right
Fight the forces on the other side
Just a little longer
Unbandaging our eyes
Losing hours as they hypnotise
Itā€™s always a little further than we can


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ā¤ļøĀ Join The Correspondent’s ClubĀ on PatreonĀ to receive quarterly bundles of art and members-only music plus extra perks + immediate access to my entire digital archive (digital and analogue memberships available)

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šŸŽØ If you make things too – or want to know more about the creative process –Ā I’m sharing thoughtful weekly essays here on my experiments in art, music and life on Substack (and I won’t be at all offended if you prefer to read my stuff there rather than on this absolutely gorgeous website).

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See you soon xo



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Yes, we made these costumes ourselves…

Yes, we made these costumes ourselves…

Creativity Letterbox Releases Singles


“Porcupine” by Obey Robots features on our album “One In A Thousand”, out 24th February 2023 and available here.


The only reviews I care about are from music fans…here are some words on “Porcupine”:

“Damned fine. Catchy, driving tune allied to pleasingly daft day-go visuals” – author Ian Rankin

ā€œ90s guitar mated with 80s synth to make a 2023 musical gem of a baby.  love it.ā€ – TheHousePanther

ā€œan absolute hoot!ā€ – Jo

ā€œYou Robots know how to party!ā€ – Joe

ā€œAwesome riff, hilarious video, cracking song! Love it!!! ā€œ – Gary

ā€œSO FUN!  Love this!ā€ – Wendy

ā€œKiller riff, great vocal, and a hugely fun video to go with them. Well played, again. This album is going to be a belter.ā€ – Matt

ā€œPink wafers for the win.ā€ – PupGeorge

ā€œThat was absolutely bonkers and I love it!ā€ – Vince

ā€œWhat fabulous nonsense!  I will practice dance moves for any live performance you put on – even if I’m not attendingā€ – Shane

ā€œevery part of this is utterly delightful!ā€ – Dan

ā€œI am a porcupine!ā€ – Jez

THANK YOU


I’d had this video idea in mind for months, and when it came time to make it a reality the timing was perfect.

New Year, new outlook. It was time to throw off the bad bits of 2022 and be as utterly silly as we liked. Who cares?

I’m a porcupine! You’re a porcupine!

The song is about defensiveness (particularly on the internet); our seemingly innate urge to throw up our spikes right away to defend ourselves by caricaturing the opposition, magnified by addictive media.

We’re told “there’s nothing new under the sun”…bring me another song containing the words “erethizontidae” and “hystricidae” accompanied by a video featuring a cardboard robot party in the local village hall and I’ll agree with you!


PS the last few “I’m a Porcupine” tees are for sale here.


VIDEO CREDITS
Directed and edited by Laura Kidd
DOP – Sarah Smither
Camera and lighting assistant – Miles McDowell
Set photography, porcupine creation and general wonderfulness – Tim Bailey
Costumes by Rat & Laura (obviously!)
Filmed at Shirehampton Public Hall, Bristol

SONG CREDITS
Produced by Laura Kidd in The Launchpad, Bristol.
Mixed by Chris Sheldon at Red Cedar, London, mastered by Katie Tavini at Weird Jungle, Brighton.
All music by Laura Kidd and Rat. Guitars by Rat.
All lyrics, arrangements, vocals, bass and synths by Laura.
Drums by Max Saidi.

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ā¤ļøĀ Join The Correspondent’s ClubĀ on PatreonĀ to receive quarterly bundles of art and members-only music plus extra perks + immediate access to my entire digital archive (digital and analogue memberships available)

šŸŽø Listen to my first Penfriend album “Exotic Monsters” and browse my back catalogue here.

šŸŽØ If you make things too – or want to know more about the creative process –Ā I’m sharing thoughtful weekly essays here on my experiments in art, music and life on Substack (and I won’t be at all offended if you prefer to read my stuff there rather than on this absolutely gorgeous website).

šŸ’¬ Chat with me on Bluesky,Ā Twitter,Ā InstagramĀ andĀ Facebook.

See you soon xo



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Why I shot a music video using Quicktime player and made it look like a Zoom call…

Why I shot a music video using Quicktime player and made it look like a Zoom call…

Creativity Letterbox Music News Process Releases Singles


Originally released in December 2020, ā€œLet It Snowā€ wasnā€™t just the first Obey Robots single, it was the first song we completed (in December 2020!).

It was a test:

-> can we make music together?
-> do we love what we made?
-> does anyone want to hear it?

If the answer to the first two questions had been ā€œnoā€, you would never have heard of Obey Robots. And if the answer to the second question was ā€œyesā€, the answer to the third question would never stop me anyway.

Happily, the answer to the second question was HELL YES! – and the overwhelmingly positive response from music fans was the icing on the cake. A cake full of riffs! šŸŽ‚šŸŽø


For this new video, I decided to invite you in to get a sense of what the collaboration process was like for Rat and I.

By December 2020 weā€™d only met in person twice, so all communication was by email and occasional Zoom calls. We were always speaking from our individual creative spaces, which I think helped us both to feel more confident talking to someone we didnā€™t know that well.

I got so used to seeing Rat on my computer screen that it still surprises me when we meet up – heā€™s very tall!

Most of the video was shot using Quicktime player. Weā€™ve all grown perhaps too familiar with the particular quality of footage you get on video calls, so I wanted to retain that to bring you right into the middle of things.

All the footage up to the instrumental was shot individually and separately: me in my home studio, Rat in his. And then – well, I donā€™t want to ruin the plot twist, youā€™ll just have to watch!

Being creative doesnā€™t require fancy equipment or a big team of people. You can achieve a lot with just an idea, some basic gear and the drive to complete something. Thatā€™s how our album was made, and how everything else weā€™re sharing is being made. Thatā€™s how Iā€™ve always worked.

This is real people making real music about real things. I hope you enjoy it.

Love,
Laura xo

-> PRE-ORDER “One In A Thousand” by Obey Robots now – out on 24th February 2023! You’ll receive four songs immediately, with another beaming into your inbox before the album release.

Thank you for supporting independent music!

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ā¤ļøĀ Join The Correspondent’s ClubĀ on PatreonĀ to receive quarterly bundles of art and members-only music plus extra perks + immediate access to my entire digital archive (digital and analogue memberships available)

šŸŽø Listen to my first Penfriend album “Exotic Monsters” and browse my back catalogue here.

šŸŽØ If you make things too – or want to know more about the creative process –Ā I’m sharing thoughtful weekly essays here on my experiments in art, music and life on Substack (and I won’t be at all offended if you prefer to read my stuff there rather than on this absolutely gorgeous website).

šŸ’¬ Chat with me on Bluesky,Ā Twitter,Ā InstagramĀ andĀ Facebook.

See you soon xo



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“Super Connected” – Obey Robots

Creativity Letterbox Music News Releases Singles

A song about the cognitive dissonance of feeling ā€œsuper connectedā€: supposedly informed and part of a community via social media, yet deluded if we think typing words into a little box is enough to show empathy to people in very different situations to our own comfort. ā€œIf weā€™re super connected, why arenā€™t we all floating in the sea?ā€


āœ… Pre-order the Obey Robots album “One In A Thousand” now and receive this track PLUS “Not The Quiet Type” immediately PLUS a new song in your inbox every six weeks leading up to the release date of 24th February 2022.

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VIDEO CREDITS
Directed and edited by Laura Kidd.
DOP – Sarah Smither.
Right-hand woman + set photography – Charlie Romijn
Set assistants/extras – Megan Green, Leanne Bond & Kit Crew-Gee
Set photographer – Kate Feast


Shot at Boom Satsuma, Bristol. Huge thanks to Freya Billington, Phil Zikking and David Neal.

SONG CREDITS
Produced by Laura Kidd in The Launchpad, Bristol.
Mixed by Chris Sheldon at Red Cedar, London, mastered by Katie Tavini at Weird Jungle, Brighton.

All music by Laura Kidd and Rat. Guitars by Rat. All lyrics, arrangements, vocals, bass, synths, drum programming and lead guitar by Laura.


LYRICS

I drew a target on the back of my neck
Cos some are more equal than others
Disaster junkies scrape bottomless feeds
As long as their self-satisfactionā€™s guaranteed

We hold on to life, like everyone tries
If weā€™re super connected
Why arenā€™t we all floating in the sea?

Stuck with myself, I run for my health
Cos these pretty flowers can kill you
Send bottles downstream in an alkaloid dream
Share in this delusion where no-one hears you scream

We hold on to life, like everyone tries
If weā€™re super connected
Why arenā€™t we all floating in the sea?

We hold on to life, like everyone tries
If weā€™re super connected
Why arenā€™t we all floating in the sea?


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“Not The Quiet Type” – Obey Robots

“Not The Quiet Type” – Obey Robots

Creativity Letterbox Music News Releases Singles

“Featuring the iconic guitar sound of Rat (Nedā€™s Atomic Dustbin) and the compassionate melodic arrangements of Laura Kidd (Penfriend / She Makes War), “Not The Quiet Type” implores the listener to stop chasing perfection and step fully into themselves and their perceived imperfections.”

No experience is truly wasted. Try, fail and try again. Be yourself, fall in love, get it all terribly wrong and get back up.

Youā€™ve got this.


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CREDITS
Produced by Laura Kidd in The Launchpad, Bristol. Mixed by Chris Sheldon at Red Cedar, London, mastered by Katie Tavini at Weird Jungle, Brighton. All music by Laura Kidd and Rat. All lyrics, arrangements, vocals, bass, and synths by Laura. All guitars by Rat. Drums by Max Saidi.


LYRICS

Goodbye, a little sigh
Sticking fingers in my eyes
Out of time, out of sight
So I’ll try another night

I won’t regret all the hours that I spent
I’m not here to make amends
I am not the quiet type

Destruction makes us stronger
We will always get it wrong
So fall to pieces, fall apart
Weā€™ll stick it back together

Am I being interesting?
Turning cheek and fighting spin?
Finding comfort in my skin?
Imperfectionā€™s always in

I won’t regret all the hours that I spent
I’m not here to make amends
No, Iā€™m not the quiet type!

Destruction makes us stronger
We will always get it wrong
So fall to pieces, fall apart
Weā€™ll stick it back together

Destruction makes us stronger
We will always get it wrong
So fall to pieces, fall apart
Then get back up

Destruction makes me stronger
I will always do my best
So fall to pieces, fall in love
Weā€™ll stick it back together

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I’ll Start A Fire (18/5/21)

I’ll Start A Fire (18/5/21)

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Release date: 18th May 2021
Label: My Big Sister Recordings

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ABOUT THE SONG

“I’ll Start A Fire” is a song about causing a ruckus even while everything is going wrong, cutting bad connections and ignoring all the noise in order to be free and express ourselves honestly. Taking whatever personal power we still have and making something with it, stopping ourselves from stopping ourselves. 

As soon as Iā€™ve decided Iā€™ve got all the songs lined up for an album, I can rely on one or two cheeky musical ideas to come along and demand my attention. 

“Iā€™ll Start A Fire” was the first of two songs I wrote in September 2020 that jostled for a space on the record (the second was “Black Car”), and Iā€™m so glad they did. 

Giving yourself permission to be you can be one of the hardest things, and has really been a process for me, but itā€™s brought great joy and fulfilment to my life in recent years. I highly recommend giving it a try.

CREDITS

Written, produced, performed and recorded by Laura Kidd at The Launchpad, Bristol. Drums by Max Saidi. Mixed by Dan Austin. Mastered by Katie Tavini. Artwork by Alex Tillbrook, concept by Laura Kidd.

LYRICS

I stole a car in a dream
And now Iā€™m feeling paranoid
Well I spent so long ignoring my instincts
Now Iā€™m searching to destroy

Iā€™ll start a fire while the world burns
Iā€™ll start a fire, Iā€™ll start a fire

So I sink these heavy words in a diary
And take them all to heart
Gonna build myself a fortress of vanity
And then Iā€™ll fall apart

Iā€™ll start a fire while the world burns
Iā€™ll cut connections while the planet turns
Iā€™ll start a fire cos it seems weā€™re elbow deep
In cheap banalities
Iā€™ll start a fire, Iā€™ll start a fire

Iā€™ll start a fire while the world burns
Iā€™ll cut connections while the planet turns
Iā€™ll start a fire cos it seems weā€™re elbow deep
In cheap banalities
Iā€™ll start a fire, Iā€™ll start a fire

THANK YOU for visiting my website! Iā€™m Laura Kidd, a music producer, songwriter and podcaster based in Bristol, UK. Itā€™s great to meet you.

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